Mufundisi ini ndinonzi amai Farai kana kuti mai Rufaro. Nyaya yangu yakamira kudai izvi; Ndiri mukoti mukuru munechimwe chipatara chemuHarare.
Zvakaitika ndezvekuti ndakasvika pakuva tsikombi chaiyo pasina mukomana aiita serious nekundiroora. ndaingoti ndikadana nemukomana taisaita one week anenge atoenda uye handizomuone futi. I made a resolution in my life kuti handaizoshaya zvese mururme nevana. Saka ndaizongowana mururme angandiitisawo mwana kana vana whatever zvazvinenge zvangoita. I was so stressed with life and my friends vose vange vave nemhuri dzavo. vamwe vakatoroorwa vakarambwa vakaroorwazve vakarambwa. Ini ndisina.
Ndainzwa kubabtikana kwazvo kana vamwe vakutaura zvemudzimba dzavo kana maboyfriends avo patea break kana palunch, apa ndange ndiri kushanda pachipatara cheNorton. The other day shamwari yangu yakandisheedza kumba kwayo kuine birthday part yemwana wake. I went there and we enjoyed ourselves. Hubby yake anga auya nemafriends akewo ekubasa kwake kuharare. One of his friends akatanga kundipfimba and there was no reason yekumuramba because ndaitove desperate, kutaura chokwadi.
Ndanga ndasvika pekuti whatever it takes for me to be a parent i was ready. That very night we went to my apartment and had protected sex because ndaisaziva status yake. ndaitoedza kuita chawawana batisisa. Yes in public tinogona kusimbisana kuti being single is not desperation but zvinodepender ne age yacho mufundisi. Ini I was desperate and I was honest with myself that it was time to do something. After HIV screening we were all negative but later found out kuti he was married and aishandira kupresident`s ofÚce. Zvakambondipa stress futi but I told myself kuti I was past marriage stage and I wanted to be a parent.
The guy soon took over control of my life. Though ndaisamuona hangu everyday but zvaiva nani aneganda anenyama. zvinhu zvainetsa munhu wese ainge akaomerwa but iye ndopaaitaridza hubaba chaihwo. I was well looked after. 4 months down the line mimba haina kubata. December mimba zero. Asi baba ava ivavo vaindipa bonde, kana vauya ndainyatsonzwa kuti baba vauya. So I thought maybe nditori ngomwa handibereki. And it happened kuti on new year`s eve he asked me kuti why up to now ndange ndisati ndabata mimba
I could not answer him but to cry. He told me that I was not part of his plans, kutorambwa uko ndakaitwa. Ndakamunyengerera for weeks but he had made his decision and he disappeared from my life. Anyway ndange ndazvijaira hangu, I would lock myself in my room ndochema shungu dzopera. Tiri kuworkshop kuMasvingo I got involved ne another guy who was also married. I was just being mischivious you know after reading erotic stories dzamainyora
So this guy takaverenga nyaya yenyu tose and jokingly I said you cannot be as good as this NHubu wangu: I was so horny I wanted it. We went to my room and takaita bonde Mufundisi achitevedzera step by step yezvandayida. Ndakatunda katatu ndakanakirwa munoziva bonde rekuita vanhumakanyatsosunguka zvenyu muchiita maexperiments it so good. we were using protection. Akazondishanyirawo kuNorton, and the night yaakashanya we were about to sleep, when I had a knock at the door